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  • Raven
    Qué Descaro
    • mar 2012
    • 2263

    #16
    Muchas gracias, Sirius. Inbox.
    Nena lacónica. La papa en la boca y musho, musho sol. Achingá, esa era neurótica.

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    • Raven
      Qué Descaro
      • mar 2012
      • 2263

      #17
      • Inicio de la conversación 29 de junio de 2010
      29/06/2010 0:27
      Katrina Duval
      Hey
      Have u ever lived in Mexico??
      29/06/2010 0:46
      Damian Taylor
      You know I did! Wow, how have you been?
      29/06/2010 0:49
      Katrina Duval
      I just wasn't 100% sure it was you! I'm ok. Got 2 kids. Heard ur doin' real well. How many kids? I'm so glad to hear from you!
      29/06/2010 0:59
      Damian Taylor
      I know, this is crazy meeting up with you, I have thought of you often and was afraid that I would never get to talk to you again. I saw the pics of your kids just now, they are sure to break a few hearts before they are done! Yup, got 2 of em, 6YO Boy and a 3YO little girl who charms the heck outta me Living up in Wash state now. How about you? I have always hoped that you have been happy since we last saw each other
      29/06/2010 1:06
      Katrina Duval
      I married, had 2 kids(12 &14), divorced. Guess I'm meant to be alone. As you can see, I too have thought of you, that's why I looked you up. You got a beautiful family. Have great memories of you!
      • 7 de enero de 2013
      07/01/2013 17:15
      Katrina Duval
      Hey, cómo te va con lo de no fumar amigo?
      07/01/2013 17:16
      Damian Taylor
      lol, I am a hurting unit in need or release!!!
      07/01/2013 17:17
      Katrina Duval
      I don't know who to feel worst for, you or your wife & kids... hahaha
      07/01/2013 17:17
      Damian Taylor
      ME!!! feel worst for me!!!
      07/01/2013 17:17
      Katrina Duval
      Will do
      07/01/2013 17:18
      Damian Taylor
      I shoulda stopped a long time ago tho, I feel great alreay

      07/01/2013 17:18
      Katrina Duval
      Good, that's why I never started. I'm still working on not drinking Coke & coffee
      07/01/2013 17:19
      Damian Taylor
      coffee a hard one for sure, its so much a part of my life
      lol, rather give up sex than coffee.....almost
      07/01/2013 17:20
      Katrina Duval
      Like, I'm Mexican. I've been drinking coffee since kindergarten!
      Well, see I'm single, I need my coffee
      07/01/2013 17:21
      Damian Taylor
      HAHA! Oh I was confused, I though you were taken
      07/01/2013 17:21
      Katrina Duval
      Oh, I wrote that so someone would leave me alone! LOL
      07/01/2013 17:22
      Damian Taylor
      heh, ok, i get it
      07/01/2013 17:22
      Damian Taylor
      we are going through a rough time ourselves. thinking of separating
      07/01/2013 17:23
      Katrina Duval
      that's sad
      you guys look so happy
      07/01/2013 17:24
      Damian Taylor
      want the sad sad story?
      07/01/2013 17:24
      Katrina Duval
      yeah
      07/01/2013 17:24
      Damian Taylor
      well we are trying, but its hard
      07/01/2013 17:24
      Katrina Duval
      hang in there
      07/01/2013 17:24
      Damian Taylor
      ok, well I was really focused on work and bringing in the $ right?
      07/01/2013 17:25
      Katrina Duval
      k
      07/01/2013 17:25
      Damian Taylor
      so I found out this summer that she was fooling around for 2 years
      i was so blind
      07/01/2013 17:25
      Katrina Duval
      oh
      but she loves you
      maybe she was lonely
      07/01/2013 17:25
      Damian Taylor
      then i found a $700 bill to planned parenthood
      07/01/2013 17:26
      Katrina Duval
      crap
      07/01/2013 17:26
      Damian Taylor
      she was, it was my fault in that regard, I was traveling a lot for work
      anyway, all came out and we actually had the divorce papers ready
      07/01/2013 17:27
      Katrina Duval
      it's on you, if you think she is sorry and truly loves you and that you can let go
      07/01/2013 17:27
      Damian Taylor
      trying, but there is a wall there now where there was not
      07/01/2013 17:27
      Katrina Duval
      therapy?
      07/01/2013 17:27
      Damian Taylor
      had complete trust in her and now I am always suspicious
      07/01/2013 17:28
      Katrina Duval
      see, u can't do that or it won't work
      07/01/2013 17:28
      Damian Taylor
      live in a small town, so everyone knows and looks at me in pity
      hate that
      07/01/2013 17:28
      Katrina Duval
      and I thought how lucky she was
      07/01/2013 17:28
      Damian Taylor
      other dudes are in our circle of friends, so there is all of that
      07/01/2013 17:29
      Katrina Duval
      you can move, can't you?
      07/01/2013 17:29
      Damian Taylor
      I guess we could, but we have built a life here and the kids have stability and family
      07/01/2013 17:30
      Katrina Duval
      wow, you are truly strong
      I know how that is
      07/01/2013 17:30
      Damian Taylor
      so yeah, I don’t know if in the end I can live with it, I certainly don’t think that trust will ever return
      07/01/2013 17:30
      Katrina Duval
      how about therapy?
      you have to work on trust
      07/01/2013 17:31
      Damian Taylor
      went to a few sessions, but that was when she was still not admitting and was still being deceptive
      will do again I am sure
      so yeah, there is the sad story
      07/01/2013 17:31
      Katrina Duval
      now I'm sad
      I was happy you were happy
      07/01/2013 17:32
      Damian Taylor
      lol, found out when I went to Iowa to bury my mom
      07/01/2013 17:32
      Katrina Duval
      shit
      sorry
      07/01/2013 17:32
      Damian Taylor
      she sent me a text that was for someone else....
      07/01/2013 17:32
      Katrina Duval
      oh, there's my answer
      07/01/2013 17:32
      Damian Taylor
      naw, better in the end that I know
      one way or another
      07/01/2013 17:33
      Katrina Duval
      I thought she had come clean
      07/01/2013 17:33
      Damian Taylor
      oh sorry, she came clean after that
      07/01/2013 17:33
      Katrina Duval
      my ex always cheated on me
      07/01/2013 17:33
      Damian Taylor
      don’t know why people take vows if they can’t live by them
      07/01/2013 17:34

      Katrina Duval
      Don’t know why
      07/01/2013 17:34
      Damian Taylor
      yeah, what the phrase, "don’t shit where you sleep"
      07/01/2013 17:34
      Katrina Duval
      He's an ass
      07/01/2013 17:34
      Damian Taylor
      oh man, I am sorry, that musta been hell for you
      07/01/2013 17:35
      Katrina Duval
      how hard was it not to cheat?
      07/01/2013 17:35
      Damian Taylor
      see i was the same way, always hoped the greatest happiness for you
      07/01/2013 17:35
      Katrina Duval
      aw
      'cause we had to break up, not something I wanted to do
      07/01/2013 17:36
      Damian Taylor
      I am sure that he is sorry for losing you now
      07/01/2013 17:36
      Katrina Duval
      I don't think so
      He loves no one, not even his kids
      07/01/2013 17:37
      Damian Taylor
      I don’t know what happened back then, all was so confused and it was hard to get ahold of you
      it was true hell
      07/01/2013 17:38
      Katrina Duval
      Then I saw that slut, Renee, all over you.
      07/01/2013 17:38
      Damian Taylor
      I screwed it up with you, I hope that you can forgive me for that
      07/01/2013 17:39
      Katrina Duval
      But I always remember you in a great way
      I think you didn't know why I was being weird
      07/01/2013 17:39
      Damian Taylor
      yes, we started out so cool and clean
      07/01/2013 17:40
      Katrina Duval
      I remember dancing in that dirty pool at my party. Do you?
      07/01/2013 17:40
      Damian Taylor
      all of the time
      07/01/2013 17:40
      Katrina Duval
      Try to focus on the good things in your marriage
      07/01/2013 17:41
      Damian Taylor
      I remember the one person who told you "don’t let that one get away". I knew then that you really were true for me
      07/01/2013 17:41
      Katrina Duval
      You're the only one I have been myself, completely myself with
      07/01/2013 17:42
      Damian Taylor
      I know
      You made me believe in true love
      07/01/2013 17:42
      Katrina Duval
      And your friends were surprised I went to your house and your mom was pretty cool to me
      07/01/2013 17:43
      Damian Taylor
      girl went for what she wanted
      07/01/2013 17:43
      Katrina Duval
      Do that with Cassandra
      07/01/2013 17:43
      Damian Taylor
      Oh I will try, I will
      07/01/2013 17:43
      Katrina Duval
      focus on good memories
      if you don't try to trust it ain't gonna work
      she looks nice
      07/01/2013 17:44
      Damian Taylor
      yeah, she is a good, funny and smart person
      07/01/2013 17:44
      Katrina Duval
      I can tell
      07/01/2013 17:44
      Damian Taylor
      we are compatible in many ways
      hell we made it this long
      07/01/2013 17:44
      Katrina Duval
      It shows in the pictures
      07/01/2013 17:45
      Damian Taylor
      I think that in the end she wants me to accept and forgive and forget
      but she does not want to feel remorse
      07/01/2013 17:45
      Katrina Duval
      I don't think it's easy to wear a Scarlett letter in a small town.
      07/01/2013 17:46
      Damian Taylor
      yeah, we have lost a lot of other friends now due to that
      07/01/2013 17:46
      Katrina Duval
      pa'fuera lo malo
      07/01/2013 17:46
      Damian Taylor
      but I will fight the good fight as you did
      if it can be fixed, then I will win
      07/01/2013 17:47
      Katrina Duval
      you saw something in her, fight for that
      07/01/2013 17:47
      Damian Taylor
      ok, so on that
      some advice?
      07/01/2013 17:47
      Katrina Duval
      therapy friend
      07/01/2013 17:47
      Damian Taylor
      you believe that in time all people change or do you think that at their core, they will always be who they are?
      07/01/2013 17:48
      Katrina Duval
      I'm no therapist, obviously, I'm divorced
      07/01/2013 17:48
      Damian Taylor
      lol, that means you are safe!
      07/01/2013 17:48
      Katrina Duval
      remain, I think she was lonely, and we all make mistakes
      a mistake is not who we are
      like I told my brother, my ex is an ass drunk, high, or sober
      07/01/2013 17:50
      Damian Taylor
      cool, thanks
      so no other good guys in your life?
      07/01/2013 17:50
      Katrina Duval
      I don’t trust myself in picking 'em anymore
      07/01/2013 17:50
      Damian Taylor
      ack!
      07/01/2013 17:51
      Katrina Duval
      I had a cyber-boyfriend for 2 years
      07/01/2013 17:51
      Damian Taylor
      they should be pounding at your door!
      07/01/2013 17:51
      Katrina Duval
      but he's in Mexico City
      right
      ...
      07/01/2013 17:51
      Damian Taylor
      distance is tough
      07/01/2013 17:51
      Katrina Duval
      yeah
      plus he's got no kids and has never been married
      maybe next life I can be a lesbo
      07/01/2013 17:52
      Damian Taylor
      well if you ever need a reference, send em my way. I can tell em a thing or two about you that would made any true man want you like no other
      yeah me too!!!
      07/01/2013 17:52
      Katrina Duval
      yeah? like what?
      you want to be a lesbo?
      07/01/2013 17:53
      Damian Taylor
      your soft nature, your pure heart, your fierce passion
      well I think I would prefer that than a gay guy
      07/01/2013 17:53
      Katrina Duval
      Pray for help in your marriage.
      Thanks!
      07/01/2013 17:54
      Damian Taylor
      I will and I do
      dont worry, I wouldn’t tell them the best stuff
      07/01/2013 17:54
      Katrina Duval
      Hey, don't knock it till you...yeah knock it!
      07/01/2013 17:54
      Damian Taylor
      lol
      07/01/2013 17:54
      Damian Taylor
      stay happy for me kiddo, no matter what. I would like to know that my first love is happy no matter what life brings her. I can live happy if that is true

      07/01/2013 17:59
      Damian Taylor
      perhaps someday I will get back to church, but not really in the mood for it right now
      07/01/2013 17:59
      Katrina Duval
      Crap
      I'm almost out of battery
      how many kids you got?
      07/01/2013 18:00
      Damian Taylor
      lets chat again, k. I'll keep you updated
      2 w Cass
      8 & 3

      Katrina Duval
      you're a good dad
      07/01/2013 18:03
      Damian Taylor
      thanks, I love kids
      07/01/2013 18:03
      Katrina Duval
      so when do you usually Facebook?
      07/01/2013 18:04
      Damian Taylor
      hmm, well honestly I could be on at anytime. but sometimes I am not on for months at a time
      but I normally am on at this time
      07/01/2013 18:04
      Katrina Duval
      well, how we gonna chat then
      07/01/2013 18:05
      Damian Taylor
      (phone #)
      Bam!!!
      07/01/2013 18:05
      Katrina Duval
      when's good?
      hahaha
      07/01/2013 18:06
      Damian Taylor
      I can make the time, do you work or have commitments?
      07/01/2013 18:06
      Katrina Duval
      I work from 8:30-4:30 m-f
      07/01/2013 18:06
      Damian Taylor
      central time right?
      07/01/2013 18:07
      Katrina Duval
      yeah
      07/01/2013 18:08
      Damian Taylor
      let text up a bit, then we can chat when we are free, I drive a lot and around 7PM, your time is normally when I am on the road coming from work
      07/01/2013 18:08
      Katrina Duval
      so, anytime's good for you?
      07/01/2013 18:09
      Damian Taylor
      quick chats, absolutely
      07/01/2013 18:09
      Katrina Duval
      you're at work right now? What do you do?
      07/01/2013 18:10
      Damian Taylor
      aye, but about to escape
      I am the controller and special projects manager
      it’s a pretty sweet gig
      07/01/2013 18:11
      Katrina Duval
      whatever that means, sounds cool
      sounds like you ain't a broke mofo like moi
      07/01/2013 18:11
      Damian Taylor
      lol, means what I say goes, and I get to play with all of the new gadgets and decide which ones we my and use
      lol, I do pretty good
      at some great expence tho
      toning work back a lot now
      07/01/2013 18:12
      Katrina Duval
      I’m glad

      07/01/2013 18:13
      Damian Taylor
      Went Military after hs
      07/01/2013 18:13
      Katrina Duval
      I know
      I wrote you a letter
      07/01/2013 18:13
      Damian Taylor
      linguistics and cryptology
      07/01/2013 18:13
      Katrina Duval
      I guess you never got it
      07/01/2013 18:13
      Damian Taylor
      I know, I got it
      I did
      touched me deeply, was going to war and It really touched me
      07/01/2013 18:14
      Katrina Duval
      cabrón, no me respondiste
      07/01/2013 18:14
      Damian Taylor
      I know right.....
      07/01/2013 18:14
      Katrina Duval
      I even wrote an essay about you, an got an A
      07/01/2013 18:14
      Damian Taylor
      but you helped me for sure
      I carried it in my pocket through war
      I lost the damn envelope
      07/01/2013 18:14
      Katrina Duval
      good to know
      te digo
      07/01/2013 18:15
      Damian Taylor
      tried to contact peeps in mex to get ahold of you, but got no where
      07/01/2013 18:15
      Katrina Duval
      really?
      07/01/2013 18:15
      Damian Taylor
      for real, you did?
      07/01/2013 18:15
      Katrina Duval
      I did... the essay
      I don't have it
      07/01/2013 18:16
      Damian Taylor
      well, I do now. but then most of the peeps I knew had moved away
      what was it about?
      07/01/2013 18:16
      Katrina Duval
      but the title was Yellow Ribbons
      07/01/2013 18:16
      Damian Taylor
      i didn’t try as hard as I could have
      i should have though
      then i heard you were getting married and i wanted to find you
      but i didnt
      07/01/2013 18:16
      Katrina Duval
      I'm so happy to know you got it
      Hey! My address was on the letter! WTF
      07/01/2013 18:17
      Damian Taylor
      I should have gone and gotten you
      yeah I know, I lost the damn envelope, searched and searched

      07/01/2013 18:17
      Katrina Duval
      You got me coughing
      hahaha
      you had a destiny
      and I had mine
      and you have to fight for it
      07/01/2013 18:18
      Damian Taylor
      yeah....
      07/01/2013 18:18
      Katrina Duval
      pinche destino
      07/01/2013 18:18
      Damian Taylor
      still its nice to know that there could have been another path a really good one for us both
      had our shot, hell we had more than one
      07/01/2013 18:19
      Katrina Duval
      you do know my cousins, right?
      07/01/2013 18:19
      Damian Taylor
      like JC?
      07/01/2013 18:19
      Katrina Duval
      NO, Paco and them
      JC is in Canada
      07/01/2013 18:19
      Damian Taylor
      wow
      07/01/2013 18:19
      Katrina Duval
      He's like a big shot
      07/01/2013 18:20
      Damian Taylor
      lol, he would not have it any other way
      07/01/2013 18:20
      Katrina Duval
      I remember he rented Deep Throat and never returned it, sicko
      hahaha
      07/01/2013 18:21
      Damian Taylor
      lol, he was always doing stuff like that
      wasnt a very good movie anyway....just good subject matter
      07/01/2013 18:21
      Katrina Duval
      and he like making his own movies
      hahaha
      07/01/2013 18:22
      Damian Taylor
      lol, yeah he had that darkroom
      07/01/2013 18:22
      Katrina Duval
      with that foreign exchange student, where was she from?
      07/01/2013 18:22
      Damian Taylor
      bastard, I still remeber him taking a pic of me doing the naughty. he made copies, hundreds of em and flung em all about town from the car!
      yeah, that was her
      07/01/2013 18:23
      Katrina Duval
      cochino JC
      07/01/2013 18:23
      Damian Taylor
      Joanne
      07/01/2013 18:23
      Katrina Duval
      yeah, Joanne
      good times
      hahaha
      I didn't care
      Lo que no fue en tu año
      07/01/2013 18:24
      Damian Taylor
      she was freaked out, thought that she was gonna get kicked out of the country
      07/01/2013 18:24
      Katrina Duval
      what?
      lol
      07/01/2013 18:25
      Damian Taylor
      ok, 9% battery
      I want to say goodbye the right way.
      07/01/2013 18:25
      Katrina Duval
      I remember you called me honey and I was like, that's the dog
      te fuiste?
      07/01/2013 18:26
      Damian Taylor
      I remember you fondly, I remember our good time, our sweet time and yes our passionate time. I wish that we could have had more of them. You are and will always be the most amazing person that I have ever met. I hope that your memories live on as well

      07/01/2013 18:26
      Katrina Duval
      they live in me
      07/01/2013 18:26
      Damian Taylor
      lol, thats right, I had a dog named that, back then
      07/01/2013 18:27
      Katrina Duval
      Remember when you unzipped my pants and my uncle arrived?
      07/01/2013 18:27
      Damian Taylor
      then we will always have that, and the bittersweet loss of what could have been is at least something that we will always share
      lol, you know I remember that night often
      we were so hot for each other
      07/01/2013 18:28
      Katrina Duval
      but maybe it was so great cause we didn't get to F it up, it was cut short
      07/01/2013 18:28
      Damian Taylor
      maybe, I was pretty wild back then
      but you could tame me
      07/01/2013 18:28
      Katrina Duval
      So fight for what you have now, cause it's so much more
      NO, I couldn't
      07/01/2013 18:29
      Damian Taylor
      YES you could!!
      07/01/2013 18:29
      Katrina Duval
      I hope you work things out, I really do
      07/01/2013 18:30
      Damian Taylor
      thanks kiddo, that means a lot to me
      I'll let you know how it goes ok?
      07/01/2013 18:30
      Katrina Duval
      yeah
      focus
      on
      07/01/2013 18:30
      Damian Taylor
      give love another shot yourself, promise? someday?
      07/01/2013 18:30
      Katrina Duval
      the
      good
      things!
      I don't know
      07/01/2013 18:31
      Damian Taylor
      I burn that into my brain
      07/01/2013 18:31
      Katrina Duval
      I got a long long story too
      07/01/2013 18:31
      Damian Taylor
      * i will
      your turn next time?
      07/01/2013 18:31
      Katrina Duval
      F'n shit, now I’m crying
      07/01/2013 18:32
      Damian Taylor
      oh honey. dont do that
      this is a good thing for us talking like this isnt it?
      07/01/2013 18:32
      Katrina Duval
      yes, I know I meant something to someone
      I always thought no one had ever loved me
      I loved you, for a long time
      07/01/2013 18:33
      Damian Taylor
      I loved you deeply
      it scared me how much
      I will always love that girl
      07/01/2013 18:33
      Katrina Duval
      and me that boy
      I've been good at not contacting you, till today
      07/01/2013 18:34
      Damian Taylor
      shit, now you got me lumped up
      07/01/2013 18:34
      Katrina Duval
      lumped?
      07/01/2013 18:34
      Damian Taylor
      in my throat
      lol, bad girl, I know what you were thinking!!
      but yeah, that too when I remember us
      07/01/2013 18:35
      Katrina Duval
      lol
      4%
      07/01/2013 18:36
      Damian Taylor
      I mean lump in throat
      07/01/2013 18:36
      Katrina Duval
      I loved that we chatted
      07/01/2013 18:36
      Damian Taylor
      goodnite sweetness, your boy will still be here forever
      we will again!
      07/01/2013 18:36
      Katrina Duval
      I think you have a great family
      yeah
      07/01/2013 18:37
      Damian Taylor
      , thanks, dont worry I will be good
      07/01/2013 18:37
      Katrina Duval
      all good things are worth fighting for
      o no nos las merecemos
      07/01/2013 18:37
      Damian Taylor
      I'll fight hard for this and then we will see ok?
      07/01/2013 18:38
      Katrina Duval
      We didn't fight, and messed up
      don't do it this time
      it's so much more invested
      07/01/2013 18:39
      Damian Taylor
      goodnight kiddo. Sleep well tonight
      07/01/2013 18:39
      Katrina Duval
      Hasta luego cocodrilo...
      07/01/2013 18:39
      Damian Taylor
      Sleep tight!!!
      07/01/2013 18:39
      Katrina Duval
      Tú también

      08/01/2013 19:00
      Katrina Duval
      wassup
      how are you feeling today?
      08/01/2013 19:00
      Damian Taylor
      got one more meeting here in a few mins and then I will be free
      08/01/2013 19:01
      Katrina Duval
      ok
      08/01/2013 19:01
      Damian Taylor
      doing good though, see you in a few....oh wait, no cell
      grrr, I will check back here, kk?
      08/01/2013 19:01
      Katrina Duval
      kk
      08/01/2013 19:01
      Damian Taylor
      i'll, be back.....*snap*....like that!
      08/01/2013 19:02
      Katrina Duval
      should I move out of the way?
      08/01/2013 19:02
      Damian Taylor
      lol, never know
      08/01/2013 19:03
      Katrina Duval
      k, go on now, hurry back
      08/01/2013 21:06
      Damian Taylor
      Late night for me...on the rad now
      The road i mean
      08/01/2013 21:08
      Katrina Duval
      k, i've been waiting
      tomorrow?
      08/01/2013 21:12
      Damian Taylor
      Too late for you?
      08/01/2013 21:13
      Katrina Duval
      No, but you're driving, aren't you?
      08/01/2013 21:14
      Damian Taylor
      I am but i can talk too

      08/01/2013 21:14
      Katrina Duval
      I can't call
      I heard your voice
      08/01/2013 21:16
      Damian Taylor
      You did, how?
      08/01/2013 21:16
      Katrina Duval
      your voicemail
      08/01/2013 21:17
      Damian Taylor
      Ahh, see you have an advantage over me now
      08/01/2013 21:17
      Katrina Duval
      I do
      08/01/2013 21:18
      Damian Taylor
      I prob sound a lot different
      Did you leave me a voicemail when u called earlier? Would love to hear yours
      08/01/2013 21:19
      Katrina Duval
      nope
      I don't want to get u in trouble
      I didn't know where you were
      08/01/2013 21:20
      Damian Taylor
      You are no trouble
      Lol, worth the trouble
      Its my work phone voicemail, only i can access it
      Its cell smart phone also
      08/01/2013 21:21
      Katrina Duval
      can you call me tomorrow at noon, central time?
      at work
      08/01/2013 21:21
      Damian Taylor
      10 my time. Yes
      Work phone, right, not a cell
      08/01/2013 21:24
      08/01/2013 21:35
      Damian Taylor
      Work with a lotta guys, huh
      Omg, i bet u do talk smack to them
      08/01/2013 21:36
      Katrina Duval
      for real
      and it's so hard to listen to guys BS
      08/01/2013 21:37
      Damian Taylor
      You had a tough time then...sorry for that
      08/01/2013 21:37
      Katrina Duval
      I still slept with my ex for a long time after we separated; he was my husband in my mind
      that was dumb
      08/01/2013 21:38
      Damian Taylor
      Thought about you last night and what you went through with him. It made me very upset
      08/01/2013 21:40
      Katrina Duval
      Yeah that butt wipe, talking about me and calling me names to the guys at work
      and crying to me
      all this love crap
      08/01/2013 21:40
      Damian Taylor
      Yeah
      08/01/2013 21:41
      Katrina Duval
      But I never cheated, even if he did
      I was the mother of his kids
      he could've shut his mouth
      08/01/2013 21:46
      Damian Taylor
      Ugh
      I wish that I could have spared you all of that
      08/01/2013 21:47
      Katrina Duval
      you know, I thought about suicide a lot back then
      08/01/2013 21:47
      Damian Taylor
      Damned if i dont wish that
      08/01/2013 21:48
      Katrina Duval
      I went into the bathroom with a knife like 3 times
      I couldn't do it
      08/01/2013 21:49
      Damian Taylor
      I can see that, I am glad you suffered through it. I bit on the barrel myself a few times this summer/fall
      Jez girl. It got real bad then huh?
      08/01/2013 21:49
      Katrina Duval
      I could see my babies’ faces
      I could see them growing up w/o me
      08/01/2013 21:50
      Damian Taylor
      Yeah...
      08/01/2013 21:50
      Katrina Duval
      in that horror
      08/01/2013 21:50
      Damian Taylor
      You’re a good person
      08/01/2013 21:50
      Katrina Duval
      I could not handle it
      I don't know if I am, but I tried and got nowhere
      You should've never told me about what you're going thru
      08/01/2013 21:51
      Damian Taylor
      Lol, now u sound like me
      08/01/2013 21:52
      Katrina Duval
      why?
      08/01/2013 21:52
      Damian Taylor
      I brought it all back to you or?
      08/01/2013 21:53
      Katrina Duval
      I just want you to know I'm here for you
      08/01/2013 21:53
      Damian Taylor
      Oh i know that Cass and I are over. Hell she is "working late" tonight
      Really in this state, its a lose lose for me. I wont retain rights for any cause
      08/01/2013 21:54
      Katrina Duval
      damn
      08/01/2013 21:54
      Damian Taylor
      So i know it, just trying to find a way to.....hell i dont know
      Ty. That means more than you know
      Dont worry though, not going to hurt myself
      08/01/2013 21:55
      Katrina Duval
      I told myself to be good and get rid of your #, but I can't
      never do that
      08/01/2013 21:56
      Damian Taylor
      Please dont.
      Stay with me, at least like this
      08/01/2013 21:57
      Katrina Duval
      Cause you don't know what a fool I am
      I told myself to be there for you and let you work things out, but hoping for them not to, kinda
      08/01/2013 21:58
      Damian Taylor
      I know, it feels right to me also
      08/01/2013 21:59
      Katrina Duval
      what feels right?
      08/01/2013 21:59
      Damian Taylor
      You are like a ray of new hope, I need you
      08/01/2013 21:59
      Katrina Duval
      to work things out?
      I need you...
      I think I've been needing you for awhile
      08/01/2013 22:00
      Damian Taylor
      See, I got you beat on the fool department
      08/01/2013 22:00
      Katrina Duval
      Is that so?
      But let's be realistic, we are different now
      we are far
      08/01/2013 22:01
      Damian Taylor
      Oh fine....miss serious
      08/01/2013 22:01
      Katrina Duval
      miss serious?
      08/01/2013 22:02
      Damian Taylor
      I am sure that u know better than i of the challenges of being far away
      Just kidding a little
      08/01/2013 22:02
      Katrina Duval
      I do, but I know who you are, deep inside
      The other person I never met
      I never saw a picture
      08/01/2013 22:03
      Damian Taylor
      Or do you mean about how we have grown and that we have this expectation of how we used to be
      08/01/2013 22:03
      Katrina Duval
      I don't care about appearances, I care about that boy deep inside
      Yeah
      that's what I mean
      08/01/2013 22:04
      Damian Taylor
      I am still him, i still live life with all that I have.
      08/01/2013 22:05
      Katrina Duval
      Me too!
      and I never got to ride your motorcycle...
      or you!
      08/01/2013 22:05
      Damian Taylor
      Went through a lot, but i am not a stranger to who i was then
      08/01/2013 22:06
      Katrina Duval
      I think I could be more like that Kat with you
      08/01/2013 22:06
      Damian Taylor
      Yeah, you woulda like that ride
      08/01/2013 22:06
      Katrina Duval
      which one?
      specify...
      08/01/2013 22:07
      Damian Taylor
      Well, I dont have no motorcycle anymore....hmmmm what to do?
      08/01/2013 22:07
      Katrina Duval
      Hahaha
      How convenient
      08/01/2013 22:08
      Damian Taylor
      That night was a night burned into my memory for all time
      08/01/2013 22:08
      Katrina Duval
      Which night?
      08/01/2013 22:09
      Damian Taylor
      My biggest regret was never being able to completely share ourselves
      08/01/2013 22:09
      Katrina Duval
      Oh, well I was a goodie 2 shoes
      I was goofy, but geeky
      or not?
      08/01/2013 22:10
      Damian Taylor
      You were f'n hot
      And not so goodie
      Besides I liked you silly
      08/01/2013 22:11
      Katrina Duval
      Well, I told you I wasn't go all the way till marriage
      I'm still silly
      08/01/2013 22:11
      Damian Taylor
      Cool!
      I respected that.
      08/01/2013 22:12
      Katrina Duval
      I think it coulda happened, if my tío hadn't shown up
      I don't know
      08/01/2013 22:12
      Damian Taylor
      We got pretty heavy, but i wouldn’t have let us
      08/01/2013 22:13
      Katrina Duval
      You know my favorite moment?
      08/01/2013 22:13
      Damian Taylor
      Not like that, not there
      08/01/2013 22:13
      Katrina Duval
      When we hugged for a long time outside of your house, remember ?
      08/01/2013 22:13
      Damian Taylor
      Dancing?
      08/01/2013 22:13
      Katrina Duval
      that too
      and when we hugged you said you wished that moment would last forever
      08/01/2013 22:14
      Damian Taylor
      Yeah...remember how they gave us all of the time that we needed? They knew we were something special
      It did, didnt it?
      08/01/2013 22:15
      Katrina Duval
      It really did
      08/01/2013 22:16
      Damian Taylor
      You still my girl, Kitty Kat, my ferocious bobcat?
      My original sin?
      08/01/2013 22:25
      Katrina Duval

      hoy y siempre
      08/01/2013 22:26
      Damian Taylor
      We are going to do this ok?
      08/01/2013 22:26
      Katrina Duval
      we are doing this...
      08/01/2013 22:26
      Damian Taylor
      Sooner or later, fast or slow....we are going to get there
      08/01/2013 22:26
      Katrina Duval
      me dan celos
      no quiero pensar que mi lejanía y su cercanía me traicionen
      capisce?
      08/01/2013 22:27
      Damian Taylor
      What part?
      08/01/2013 22:28
      Katrina Duval
      todo
      08/01/2013 22:28
      Damian Taylor
      That we are betrayed by how close and far we are?
      08/01/2013 22:28
      Katrina Duval
      No me entiendes!
      08/01/2013 22:29
      Damian Taylor
      Shit, i suck
      08/01/2013 22:29
      Katrina Duval
      I don't want my me being so far away and her being so near you to betray me
      I love you
      08/01/2013 22:30
      Damian Taylor
      I know, i know
      08/01/2013 22:30
      Katrina Duval
      que te pasa wey?
      jajaja
      se dice te amo mas
      08/01/2013 22:31
      Damian Taylor
      I love you, more than u can ever know
      08/01/2013 22:31
      Katrina Duval
      I hope I get to know
      I love you
      08/01/2013 22:32
      Damian Taylor
      Gimmie a sec, i gotta be all cool about it!!!
      08/01/2013 22:32
      Katrina Duval
      and you know
      thru the years I've searched for you
      you know that
      08/01/2013 22:33
      Damian Taylor
      Yes, you were always right there
      Close calls often i think
      My turn to search you
      Go back to spanish, i want you natural
      08/01/2013 22:34
      Katrina Duval
      Y cuando me llames te voy a contestar en español, eh?
      Nunca me has oído hablar inglés, verdad?
      08/01/2013 22:35
      Damian Taylor
      As long as you answer, you can speak Mongolian!
      Never, its nice though
      Home now, babysitter sent home. Kids asleep
      Did i lose you?
      08/01/2013 22:39
      Katrina Duval
      Hey
      estas solo?
      08/01/2013 22:40
      Damian Taylor
      Will be in a sec
      08/01/2013 22:41
      Katrina Duval
      k
      08/01/2013 22:44
      Damian Taylor
      I am now
      I cant lie to you little one, i have to try here to make it work. Despite everything, my honor demands it
      But this is so real, i cant give you up
      08/01/2013 22:48
      Katrina Duval
      no se que hacer
      08/01/2013 22:49
      Damian Taylor
      Ditto
      08/01/2013 22:49
      Katrina Duval
      haz lo que tengas que hacer
      me confundes
      dices que ya está caput,
      no quiero confundirte si no estas seguro
      si me entrometo te voy a confundir mas
      08/01/2013 22:50
      Damian Taylor
      Yeah, i am all fucked up.
      08/01/2013 22:51
      Katrina Duval
      si quieres trabajar en tu matrimonio mejor me hago a un lado
      pero quiero que sepas que eres el amor de mi vida
      y te voy a esperar, pero nada de contacto por mientras
      08/01/2013 22:51
      Damian Taylor
      What I mean is that deep inside, i know its over
      08/01/2013 22:52
      Katrina Duval
      No entiendo
      08/01/2013 22:52
      Damian Taylor
      In my heart i know we are done.
      But here i am still trying to make it work. Mega sucker that i am.
      Its the kids, u know
      08/01/2013 22:53
      Katrina Duval
      Y por eso te quiero, puta madre
      08/01/2013 22:54
      Damian Taylor
      I dont want you to disappear
      08/01/2013 22:54
      Katrina Duval
      Debo de
      08/01/2013 22:55
      Damian Taylor
      Shit
      08/01/2013 22:55
      Katrina Duval
      Ahora me siento estúpida, pero no importa, la verdad nunca es mala
      08/01/2013 22:56
      Damian Taylor
      Dont feel that way, there is nothing stupid going on here
      We are just talking and being honest about how we feel about each other
      No, you are right. This isnt cool
      08/01/2013 22:59
      Katrina Duval
      I hate being right
      but I am
      08/01/2013 23:00
      Damian Taylor
      You dont need this crap right now,
      08/01/2013 23:01
      Katrina Duval
      I'm already crying
      08/01/2013 23:01
      Damian Taylor
      Who loves you though?
      08/01/2013 23:01
      Katrina Duval
      and I'll do more of that if I continue
      and will have no one to blame but myself
      for being dishonest
      for doing this with a married man
      man
      You...
      08/01/2013 23:02
      Damon Ruiz
      You know I do
      08/01/2013 23:02
      Damian Taylor
      Erase all this
      08/01/2013 23:03
      Damian Taylor
      Never
      08/01/2013 23:03
      Katrina Duval
      Cause she might read it
      do it
      promise me
      you don't need it
      you know what we talked about
      08/01/2013 23:04
      Damian Taylor
      but I need… something
      08/01/2013 23:04
      Katrina Duval
      I'll keep it
      08/01/2013 23:11
      Damian Taylor
      Switching off mobile to comp
      08/01/2013 23:11
      Katrina Duval
      k
      08/01/2013 23:11
      Damian Taylor
      done
      08/01/2013 23:11
      Katrina Duval
      Mas vale que le paremos
      un segundo te quiero decir que no te dejo
      y al siguiente que ya no hay que hablar
      Mega Confusion wey!
      08/01/2013 23:12
      Damian Taylor
      i know, right?
      its right there....waiting
      08/01/2013 23:12
      Katrina Duval
      yeah
      what is
      08/01/2013 23:13
      Damian Taylor
      that thing
      08/01/2013 23:13
      Katrina Duval
      pinche thing esa
      08/01/2013 23:13
      Damian Taylor
      lol, your so cool
      08/01/2013 23:13
      Katrina Duval
      te quiero morder los labios
      08/01/2013 23:14
      Damian Taylor
      I want to do that and so much more
      08/01/2013 23:14
      Katrina Duval
      a ver qué pasa
      08/01/2013 23:14
      Damian Taylor
      I will have you one day
      08/01/2013 23:15
      Katrina Duval
      ya cuando me cuelguen todos los pellejos?
      ya pa que? jajaja
      08/01/2013 23:15
      Damian Taylor
      Hah!
      I love your heart
      08/01/2013 23:15
      Katrina Duval
      y yo el tuyo
      08/01/2013 23:16
      Damian Taylor
      I may want your gentle touch, but I want your heart more
      08/01/2013 23:16
      Katrina Duval
      sabes que
      ??
      escribí una vez sobre ti...
      08/01/2013 23:16
      Damian Taylor
      about us u meant?
      08/01/2013 23:18
      Katrina Duval
      Sobre ti
      por aquella que te quiso para su amiga
      (poemita aquí)
      08/01/2013 23:18
      Damian Taylor
      getting the translator up on Google to be sure
      08/01/2013 23:19
      Katrina Duval
      ups, mala ortografía no reconoce el google wey
      08/01/2013 23:19
      Damian Taylor
      heh
      ok, yeah it does not traslate well
      i understand it better as it is in spanish
      por aquella que te quiso para su amiga
      I dont get that part
      wait, not that part, the later part
      por aquella que te quiso para su amiga
      that one
      08/01/2013 23:22
      Katrina Duval
      about the one (girl) who wanted for her girlfriend
      mariquita, remember her?
      08/01/2013 23:23
      Damian Taylor
      i dont, i dont think
      08/01/2013 23:23
      Katrina Duval
      she wanted you for Cristina
      08/01/2013 23:23
      Damian Taylor
      oh those damn women and all of their plans!!
      08/01/2013 23:23
      Katrina Duval
      Bueno, te gustó lo que escribí o no? Dilo!
      08/01/2013 23:24
      Damian Taylor
      you know that I did
      08/01/2013 23:24
      Katrina Duval
      hahaha! You're silly
      08/01/2013 23:24
      Damian Taylor
      its profound. its difficult to speak on it
      08/01/2013 23:24
      Katrina Duval
      butt kisser
      hahaha
      08/01/2013 23:24
      Damian Taylor
      speaking about it lessens it
      man.....
      well, perhaps. You know that I would kiss there also
      08/01/2013 23:26
      Katrina Duval
      hahaha
      see it to believe it
      08/01/2013 23:26
      Damian Taylor
      oh, have no doubt little one
      08/01/2013 23:26
      Katrina Duval
      little one?
      08/01/2013 23:27
      Damian Taylor
      yeah, thats you silly
      08/01/2013 23:27

      Katrina Duval
      how am I little?
      08/01/2013 23:28
      Damian Taylor
      you where always little in my hands when I held your face
      08/01/2013 23:29
      Katrina Duval
      You held my face?
      08/01/2013 23:29
      Damian Taylor
      amongst other things....yes


      08/01/2013 23:42
      Damian Taylor
      daughter
      wont stay off of my motercycle
      *motor
      every day she makes me take her out in the summer
      like her world would end if I did not

      08/01/2013 23:49
      Katrina Duval
      no que no la tenías?
      08/01/2013 23:49
      Damian Taylor
      lol, i dont have the one from mex!
      I have this one
      08/01/2013 23:49
      Katrina Duval
      whatever works
      menso!
      08/01/2013 23:50
      Damian Taylor
      this one is more throaty!
      feeling better?
      08/01/2013 23:50
      Katrina Duval
      yeah
      08/01/2013 23:50
      Damian Taylor
      talking smack, ya must
      08/01/2013 23:50
      Katrina Duval
      sorry
      imma girl too ya'kno?
      08/01/2013 23:51
      Damian Taylor
      I like it, its cute
      08/01/2013 23:51
      Katrina Duval
      what is?
      08/01/2013 23:52
      Damian Taylor
      your smack is cute
      08/01/2013 23:52
      Katrina Duval
      what smack?
      08/01/2013 23:52
      Damian Taylor
      trash talk
      08/01/2013 23:53
      Katrina Duval
      jajaja ese smack
      08/01/2013 23:53
      Damian Taylor
      oh, you are so bad
      always bad aren't ya
      yeah, i figured
      I was right
      was right below the surface
      you go to sleep little one, I am going to call it a night
      ttyl
      tomo
      08/01/2013 23:56
      Katrina Duval
      no entiendo tus letritas ttyl tomo
      08/01/2013 23:56
      Damian Taylor
      ttyl = talk to you later
      tomo = think of me often
      08/01/2013 23:57
      Katrina Duval
      ah, pos eso di que soy de rancho
      te quiero
      08/01/2013 23:58
      Damian Taylor
      as do I
      sleep well
      08/01/2013 23:58
      Katrina Duval
      igualmente corazon
      09/01/2013 21:45
      Katrina Duval
      D?
      10/01/2013 18:48
      Katrina Duval
      hey
      10/01/2013 18:48
      Damian Taylor
      you just call?
      heya
      10/01/2013 18:48
      Katrina Duval
      yes
      I was leaving a message
      10/01/2013 18:48
      Damian Taylor
      sry, still at work
      10/01/2013 18:49
      Katrina Duval
      I tried earlier
      did u get my message?
      10/01/2013 18:49
      Damian Taylor
      yeah, meetings for restructure
      been in them all day


      10/01/2013 18:50
      Katrina Duval
      call me after please?
      10/01/2013 18:51
      Damian Taylor
      ok, till then



      02/04/2013 13:33
      Katrina Duval
      Vas a ser papá? Felicidades, espero que te vaya bien. Siempre vas a ser el más amado en mi vida.
      Y te amo...
      03/04/2013 14:51
      Damian Taylor
      Thanks my kitty kat, yeah we are excited and things are looking up. We still have a lot of work to do, but we are full of hope. Thanks for being there for me and when I needed it the most!

      03/04/2013 15:43
      Katrina Duval
      I'm happy you're happy and I'm happy to hear from you'
      21/05/2013 15:43
      Katrina Duval
      Con esto de Oklahoma me acordé de ti. Espero que tu familia esté bien.
      13/09/2013 16:15
      Katrina Duval
      I need to erase these messages, cause every time I read them, I cry.
      But anyways, I'm very happy to know you are happy.
      04/10/2013 14:16
      Katrina Duval
      Felicidades por el bebé. Sé feliz.
      04/10/2013 14:22
      Damian Taylor
      Thanks! All is going very well
      02/01/2014 18:24
      Katrina Duval
      Happy New Year
      Nena lacónica. La papa en la boca y musho, musho sol. Achingá, esa era neurótica.

      Comentario

      • Raven
        Qué Descaro
        • mar 2012
        • 2263

        #18
        12 de oct, 2013

        Pues que quede grabado mi reenccuentro con el pasado, querida bitácora. El único a quien he osado amar y tal vez el único que me ha amado. Aún me pregunto si Cass encontró los mensajes y decidió salir preñada (como perra).
        Pero cada quien recibe lo que cree que se merece. Allá él. Espero que esa sepa recompensar su perdón y esfuerzo, aunque lo dudo, porque él eligió a su familia sobre un amor eterno y sincero.
        Nena lacónica. La papa en la boca y musho, musho sol. Achingá, esa era neurótica.

        Comentario

        • Raven
          Qué Descaro
          • mar 2012
          • 2263

          #19
          15 de octubre

          Mensaje de un tal DogLover23. Ah, pero yo soy kitty. Bueno, uno nunca sabe, quizá me interese. “Querida, he visto tu perfil y me ha fascinado. Quiero que nos visites.” (NOS?!) “Cuando vengas te agarraré de los pelos y te arrastraré hasta la sala. Ahí te pondré en cuatro patas como la perra que eres y te echaré a Satanás.” (¿QUÉ?) “Es mi rottweiler. Lo dejaré que te tome hasta dejar sus jugos en ti, después yo los limpiaré con mi lengua mientras permaneces callada e inerte en cuatro patas o te azotaré hasta que aprendas tu rol es éste mundo. Así que tú dices la fecha y hora y yo te digo el lugar.” Ummm…paso.
          Nena lacónica. La papa en la boca y musho, musho sol. Achingá, esa era neurótica.

          Comentario

          • Raven
            Qué Descaro
            • mar 2012
            • 2263

            #20
            17 de Octubre

            Finn. Vaya nombrecito, una gran pista de que no duraría. Se anunciaba diciendo que echaba a perder a las mujeres para los otros hombres. ¿Qué jodidos significa eso? Según él, después de sus 25 centímetros de amplio y sólido, duradero grosor, ya ninguna mujer se conformaría con menos, y eso sería difícil de siquiera igualar. Interesante. Lo contacté y después de platicar por messenger unas cuantas veces me envió su dirección.

            Toc, toc. Abre la puerta un tipo flaco y largo, cabello lacio mediano y grisáceo “todo para ningún lado”, diría mi prima. Pequeños ojos azules detrás de unas gafas con un “poco demasiado” aumento. Una pequeñísima nariz y labios delgados y rosados. Creo que se parece un poco a Stephen King, pero no feo. Ni guapo. No creo que me eché a perder para nadie. Demasiado geeky para ser tan fanfarrón. Esboza una sonrisa marca Ricolino y me invita a pasar. Tiene las paredes llenas de repisas con películas y video juegos. Impactante. ¿Me equivoque y llegué a Blockbuster? ¿Qué no cerraron ya todos los Blockbuster?

            -¡Vaya colección! ¿Tienes la de The Strangers?
            -En DVD y Blue-ray. Pero antes de que te aterren los extraños, mejor nos conocemos un poco. ¿No?
            -¡Ja, ja, ja! Claro. ¡Hola, GuyNextDoor78! Soy BobKittie, Kat para los amigos.
            -Christian Finn. Dime Chris.
            -Me gusta más Finn. Así te diré.
            -OK, jefa.

            Y así, caminando y platicando llegamos hasta el sofá y nos sentamos. De repente, silencio. Me puse a mover la pierna derecha de nervios. Fue uno de mis primeros encuentros. Me puso una mano en la nuca y me llevó suavemente hacia él. Nos dimos un beso largo, sin prisa. Me senté de frente encima de él y lo demás prefiero ni recordarlo.

            Finn, con su cara de menso resultó no ser fanfarrón, sino sincero. Era todo lo que decía su perfil, y más. Mucho más.
            Nena lacónica. La papa en la boca y musho, musho sol. Achingá, esa era neurótica.

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            • Raven
              Qué Descaro
              • mar 2012
              • 2263

              #21
              Buccaneer me ha dicho que hablo demasiado de Finn. Siempre platicamos de nuestras aventuras, pero termina siendo yo hablando y él escuchando. Ya sabe que me pongo de malas si le emociona de más un recuerdo. Ay, Buccaneer, esa piel aceitunada y esa boca tan traviesa con su acento me “motivan”. Lástima. En fin. Me dice que tengo predilección por Finn, que nota una distinción. Es al único que llamo por su nombre. He visto más veces a Xlehatto y nunca lo he llamado Joey, aunque me lo ha pedido.

              Le platiqué a mi gachupín de lo bobo que es Finn, un niñote zonzo. Y tuvo la osadía de “aconsejarme” que me consiguiera otros amigos con derechos, que no me limitara a él. Nunca he necesitado de consejitos. Tal vez siempre sí sea fanfarrón el tipo. Según él quería que estuviera preparada, pues él nunca podría tener una relación seria con alguien de ese sitio web. ¿A mí qué me importa? Como si los hombres de ahí fueran material para matrimonio. Aparte de que nadie quiere matrimonio (nadie = yo)!! Pendejo. Siempre lo encontraba jugando al PlayStation en línea (como mis peques) o viendo pendejadas como de Sci-Fi. Y lo peor es que abre la puerta y corre a la tele.

              Una tarde fui a visitarlo y cuando regresé del baño me di cuenta que Xlehatto me había enviado 5 textos. ¿Qué no andaba en África? O sea, ese GI Joe tarda en hacer aparición y cuando lo hace quiere respuesta instantánea y me inunda de textos cuando estoy con Finn… cuando dejo mi teléfono junto a Finn y voy al baño. ¡Argh! Bueno, ¿qué me importa? Finn dijo que le dé vuelo a la hilacha y ese era el plan original. Somos adultos y libres. Tuvimos nuestra sesión y me dijo que tenía sueño. Después de eso me evadía cada que le enviaba un mensaje por el teléfono.
              ¿Y ahora éste? Bueno, fue un placer conocerte. Te lo lavas.

              Me fui directito a conectarme por video con el bucanero. Le platiqué que estaba molesta y le dije el motivo. Según él es porque yo creía que le estaba haciendo el favor a Finn y resulta que Finn se da el lujo de despreciarme. Tiene sentido, ¿pero porque me tendría qué importar teniendo tantos y más guapos “amigos”? Seguí mis andanzas y un día no me pude resistir y entré al perfil de Finn a ver sus fotos. Tenía comentarios de una fulana dándole las gracias por la noche apasionada. Pos ésta. Caí en cuenta que era por los mensajes de Xlehatto. Eso pensé. Sentí rabia de imaginarlo con la tonta esa. Me juré nunca volverlo a contactar.

              Tres meses después lo hice “para saludar y ver cómo estaba”. Me dijo que un poco depre. Fui a verlo y me contó que se había quedado sin chamba. Le dije que para eso estaban los amigos, para platicar, desahogarse. Que los amigos con derechos pueden seguir siendo amigos cuando se acaban los derechos. Pero terminé pidiéndole que me dejara saborear a la bestia. Qué Garganta Profunda ni qué nada. Le dije que eso le ayudaría a relajarse. Al terminar lo besé de pies a cabeza y él inerte, como muerto. Lo abracé y me dio por llorar. ¿Por qué? No lo sé. Ni sé si se dio cuenta. Comencé a hacer de eso un hábito. Ir y atragantarme. Era mi medicina. Después llamaba a un tipo X o hacía justicia por mano propia en casa.

              Un día me envió un mensaje diciendo que me invitaba al cine. Fuimos a ver una película de dibujos animados. Compró muchos dulces en la tienda y los contrabandeamos al cine. Nos divertimos como enanos. De repente me percaté que me tenía abrazada. La cara de pánico fue tal que me sintió viéndolo y me soltó rascándose el cuello para el disimule. Saliendo hacía un frío espantoso y me prestó su chamarra. Lo abracé “para que no tuviera frío”. Me invitó a cenar y después fuimos a su casa a ver la primera parte de la peli que acabábamos de ver porque yo no la había visto. Nunca la he visto. Entramos y nos tiramos en la alfombra. Nos besamos como nunca antes. Me dijo que me había extrañado mucho, que ya se le había olvidado como es sentirme. En la oscuridad volví a llorar. Dormimos abrazados.

              Pasaron un par de meses y un buen día me dice que esto se acabó, que ésta sería la última, que estaba saliendo con una compañera de trabajo y quería ver qué pasaba. Sentí que se abría el piso y le sonreí. Él me lo advirtió. Le deseé suerte y salí con la frente en alto, solo para llorar al bajar las escaleras. ¿Qué fue eso? Eso era lo que buscaba, pasión, arrebatos, cariño y dolor. Y deleitándome en mi pena llegué a casa, borré toda su información y me dormí.
              Al día siguiente llamé a Xlehatto.
              Nena lacónica. La papa en la boca y musho, musho sol. Achingá, esa era neurótica.

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              • indio errante
                Estoico
                • oct 2012
                • 1738

                #22
                Que buenos relatos Carolina! me gustaron.

                saludos

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                • Raven
                  Qué Descaro
                  • mar 2012
                  • 2263

                  #23
                  Gracias, Indio Errante. Por aquí seguiremos, faltas de ortografía y gramática y toda la cosa. A ver cuándo me doy un chance de darle una limpiada.

                  Saludos.
                  Nena lacónica. La papa en la boca y musho, musho sol. Achingá, esa era neurótica.

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                  • Sirius2b
                    Le Zumba la Malanga
                    • mar 2012
                    • 5501

                    #24
                    Carolina Villa... ya hablé con este profesor universitario y está por comenzar el libro sobre el sexo en el Imperio Romano.

                    Si tienes alguna idea o un pequeño cuento que quieras hacer con ese tema, bien escrito - como sabemos que escribes- es muy probable que al final lo podamos incluir en el libro.

                    Saludos.
                    "He regrezado... "
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                    • Taisha
                      Adhuc Stantes
                      • sep 2012
                      • 1132

                      #25
                      Excelente Caro! :)
                      Enfadarse con la gente significa que uno considera que los actos de los demás son importantes. Es imperativo dejar de sentir de esa manera. Los actos de los hombres no pueden ser lo suficientemente importantes como para contrarrestar nuestra única alternativa viable: nuestro encuentro inmutable con el infinito. Carlos Castaneda

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